@ThisTrainDontStop Checking in for the day. Yesterday was dangerous, gone into autopilot couple of times, fantasized a bit longer than I wanted to, and looked at some borderline stuff. Had I not realized what I was doing, I might've actually relapsed. Well, today wasn't any better either when it comes to my mood. Stupid event that I was dragged into happens tmr, stupid event forces me to stay until 6PM, and obviously I am very stressed because I hate the guts of that event. Came home, perhaps lied on the sofa for a little too long, and now I feel like absolute shit. Head's not feeling right, there's a headache near my left temple, and I feel somewhat floaty and tired. There's also these roaming sensations of heat all over my back that's making me think that I might have a fever. Ugh.
Check in Day 167 @Saiyan123 Sorry for not being able to check in So much work load that I'm not able to push myself into this.
@Turtleboi Jesus brother, you gotta take care of yourself. Make sure you get enough sleep and stay hydrated, hopefully that reduces some of the symptoms. Good that you prevented relapse, be careful for the next couple days. I've been getting thoughts about porn floating around in my head for the last day or two due to being around triggers a lot, but luckily those triggers are gone now so it should be a little easier for me.
17 days come to an end Had a very bad day. I simply found it hard to control my negative emotions. As a result of that, I did some edging. I am resetting my counter back to day 0. The good thing is that I managed to somehow control myself when I realized what I was doing and not fully relapse. I promised to myself that I will never be caught off guard again. I have to learn from my mistakes and become the best version of myself. Amen.
@Kratos_GOW @Pedro.lives check. Been feeling like shit for three days in a row, now my energy levels are getting up. Now it's your turn!
I've gone to see some pornographic images. Does that count as a reset? No mo though, but might reset soon. Day 4 if counted.
just save myself from failing after i came across few twitter profiles which were completely filled with porn content howver i leave the place before it was too late...
daily check in, @Hardcandy how's it going? It's a bit I don't see you, check here if you have time I miss you
Hello everyone It is my day 145 So far things are very good I must say my brain has healed (50%) a lot still I have to stay away from triggers.. Day feels good... I am still struggling with some emotional issue but for the first time I am not using MO as an escape and honestly that feels very proud. We should find a rational way of solving our problems rather than escaping them.... That is the true mark of maturity... Wish good luck to all
@ThisTrainDontStop. Checking in for the day. Yesterday seen me going to sleep very early, something I haven't done in a long fucking while. Started my day quite refreshed, would've been better if there wasn't this stupid event. It was......ugh. let's just say that all my earlier anger was vindicated, and I spent two hours being so uncomfortable that I feel borderline miserable. Then, I had to endure speeches that sound as fake as artificial flavouring. But hey, at least this stupid thing is finally over.
Hey guys Been sick for the past 5 days, so couldn’t work. A while back, I tried playing some p games, till pre cum, so counts as a relapse. Looks like that will be that! @Bascoal, congrats! Will be off this forum for a while. Also, please DONT REPLY/ MOTIVATE ME/ANYTHING SIMILAR TO CONSOLATION, cause it was my decision to do so. I beg y’all, I’m fine with the decision I made.