just relapsed super hard. I fell asleep immediately after O. I had a bizarre dream that went on for awhile. Someone interested in me. Than wouldn’t go away. And kept coming back uninvited forcing me to basically try to have sex with them, but then often stopping it when I got horny and just did things to literally torture me instead. It kept getting worse and worse and the abuse worse. It was also like a shapeshifting demon. I ended up fighting it but it kept coming back. Finally was in the form of like a small lizard that was super strong and I caught it and fried it in a pan until there was nothing left. I had the feeling it wasn’t gone and got an email right away, the sender was it. Woke up...... So just curious, doesn’t anyone think sex demons are real, or was that my subconscious trying to over come the demon of addiction while I slept? It was a disturbing dream, and I literally fapped right when I woke up from it because of all the sex in it. Does this mean I’m doomed? Feel like complete shit now like an absolute waste.
You had a dream where you cooked a bodybuilder demon lizard in a pan, you are taking it too seriously.
Lol I suppose, but all the other part were way different and really felt purposely tormenting. It actually made me horny and then would deny and physically torture me instead, when vulnerable. Was disturbing to say the least
Damn porn! Now that I think about it, it was basically a dream about porn and lust. And just like porn and lust it’s not the real deal. So you just get horny to be tortured instead by regret, instead of getting to ever make love. And the demon kept getting crueler and crueler, lowering the amount of sexual gratification each time and making the torture worse.
Lol yes, but the cliffhanger ending was that it messaged me from somewhere else, then I woke up and jacked off like an idiot, even though I felt good about fighting it
You are ignorant and arrogant. Yes, this dream probably has something to do with pornography, but it doesnt necessarily have anything to do with guilt. Dont project your own bullshit onto this guys dream. Literally, this guy wanted to share his dream and you just shit all over him. That's bad enough, but what's worse is that you arrogantly reduce his dream to your own pathetic interpretation. Has it occurred to you that dreams are intended to profoundly speak to you using symbology? Do you even know what symbolic truth is? You reduce dreams in the same manner that atheists reduce religion. Just because you dont understand it does not mean that there's nothing there, and it does in fact mean that your opinion is worthless.
The best way of dealing with fears is to reduce them to trivial and laughable things. Do you want to tell him that a demon is cursing him? It was a dream, and dreams are aften nonsensical and bizarre, better to make fun of them than let them haunt you.
Glad you have an opinion. You're allowed to keep it to yourself. And the other messages you sent suggest that you were not trying to be helpful, just judgemental.
I do apologize if they too harsh, my intention was not to make fun of OP, but of his fears. So I suppose all your dreams make perfect sense and nothing weird ever happens in them.
sorry i had to make a funny, break the ice type a thing, but ive been on the road your on, i believe in demons or of that area, the demons i see look like little gargoyles,they dont bother me no more even since nofap but it was so bad i seeked a spiritualist , she helped she told me they steal our energies and being aroused is a sexual energy so the more you remain horny during these encounters the more they well steal your energy, i kept crystals by my bed, i actually bought them to help with my aniexty, but later i through them out, i didnt give them away cause thats bad omen,i through them in garbage, spirits/demons attach themselves to such objects, possibly i through some of the demons out along with it also, im actually trying to learn albanian language while typing this so please forgive for a poor message
Granted, dreams can be weird. Hence OP cooked a lizard in a pan and then it sent him an email. My point isnt to say that they are objectively rational, but rather that there are layers of meaning in each dream. I'll post more on this later.
Weird dreams make sense after you wake up, while you are having then you are just confused and scared. It depends in what context you give to the dream.