just relapsed super hard. I fell asleep immediately after O. I had a bizarre dream that went on for awhile. Someone interested in me. Than wouldn’t go away. And kept coming back uninvited forcing me to basically try to have sex with them, but then often stopping it when I got horny and just did things to literally torture me instead. It kept getting worse and worse and the abuse worse. It was also like a shapeshifting demon. I ended up fighting it but it kept coming back. Finally was in the form of like a small lizard that was super strong and I caught it and fried it in a pan until there was nothing left. I had the feeling it wasn’t gone and got an email right away, the sender was it. Woke up...... So just curious, doesn’t anyone think sex demons are real, or was that my subconscious trying to over come the demon of addiction while I slept? It was a disturbing dream, and I literally fapped right when I woke up from it because of all the sex in it. Does this mean I’m doomed? Feel like complete shit now like an absolute waste.