Day 1 I’m back, checking in with Nofap helps. It’s a constant reminder and it’s great to have a community of support! Went for 5 days then, relapsed last night because I wanted to treat my self. It’s like treating yourself with poison. I feel like a junkie after I watch porn.. You think watching porn is OK and it’s a far less harmful than other vices but then if you have to reason with yourself you already know it’s a problem. If you know it’s a problem, then it’s a problem. Time to fix those problems to become the better me. I’m going to enjoy my journey and brace myself for the change.
Yep. I’ve been through the same thing. It’s the definition of insanity. I no longer have any desire for this crap.
It’s fucken crazy eh? Like if it was a good treat you wouldn’t feel like shit and be in your head. Eating a piece of pie makes you feel like shit for half a day but porn can make you feel like shit for days...
Keep it up everyone. Ranks may not be updated for a while now. You can keep track of it yourself in your signatures. I'll do it when I have time again.
Day 79, I have learned to play Happy Birthday, We shall overcome and One Bollywood song on keyboard. I'm loving this new energy
Indulged in p-subs today. I'm resetting my counter as it breaks my rules. I will not, however, indulge in anything else, binge, or be influenced by the chaser effect.
day 30! will i get a promotion today, @MASTER MONK? i'm ready to be a captain! this community is so helpful for me. i hardly find someone or people in real life whom i can talk to about this struggle coz i'm afraid they will be judgemental. in here, we have the same issues so we can understand each other open-mindedly and try to help others sincerely. thank God for this community. thank you guys for always being supportive.
