Day 0. I will check in every day. I could really use comrades to talk to every day about this. This group looks promising
either people change or they die before they change...I'm already dead from inside just on the path of getting transformed...to a new version of myself...2.0...day 24/90
Getting close to day 1 again and I’ve been fighting my way through urges. I wrote the following question down after arriving home from spending time with family this morning. The question is simply this, “What’s best for me to do right now?” I want to have it where I can see it and be able to respond to it on paper if need be. I think this may help me overcome this battle if I keep asking myself this question, especially when I’m feeling urges and tempted. Already it’s helped me to keep busy with stuff to do, though if it’s best for me to have a nap, then I’ll have a nap, etc.
and i relapsed . shit, this thing is so strong. but it was my fault, i didn´t motivate myself enough on the past days, i start getting overconfident on the streak (my typical mistake, should have known better). today strong urges appear and i immediatly felt hesitant, from there it was just a small step oh well i think is the worst kind of error, the repeated error. day 0
Day 0/90 you know what? I won't give up! I had a bad relapse but I know I can do this! I know man... But if we keep supporting each other we can do this! Love to you too bro! Let's do this together brother!
Day 15/90 on the go. Today I feel low. No energy also. What to study but I am not studying I don't know why. I need to and what to use my day to it's fullest but I just keep wasting it.
that's a good thing I'm sure. The question that helps me is "what is my purpose and is that what I'm spending my time with today directed towards this greater goal?" day 19
this is day 6 and I'm actually feeling well, had some urges yesterday but they went like they came... I'm trying to avoid any trigger and so far so good. Stay strong fellas