I tried this sort of thing last year. I managed to reach a streak of 2 weeks. Which was my highest. But the guilt was real when i relapsed. Like a new year should be a new you. But instead you still fap and haven't change. So i'ma fap today, and see how long i can go carrying the burden of new year. Also, i wonder if anyone does this. "The last fap of the year on the last day".
do you want to start the new year with regret? or start the new year with pride that you decided enough is enough? It is your choice, but I know for myself the latter is way better.
I don't think that's a good idea, It only reduces your chances of getting back on track as soon as possible. Since september i've been trying to quit porn and I decided to quit only on a day where counting the streak is easier, for example 10th of September etc, then I kept postponing dates until October, So I gave one last fap and started my October, however I failed and the cycle went on for postponing the dates and stuff, Then I thought After November No more fapping, But I realized I do this everything so I decided its One Day or Day One and quit fapping since October 28th. Don't take the New Year as a chance to fap. NoFap is all about getting out of the addiction, not resisting the urge to fap. Once you get away from the addiction, you don't even think about fapping. Also, If you are finding it hard to resist the urges, search NoFap Superpowers / Benefits, it helped me in my beginning days.
Ermm... I already fapped twice today. Probably doing my third later. Basically breakfast, lunch, dinner lol. Idk, i don't really feel regret right now. My streak was already broken. Also just now when i fapped, I was breaking my 11th day streak, Out of curiosity since i actually didn't even have a single urge for those 11 days. I found out that my sperm is yellow And i have erectile dysfunction. Just today. So, urge isn't really the thing. I'm just doing it for fun. The last time i fapped out of urge was last month. Same goes for porn too. If you readt my previous thread. I got what i wanted. So yeah.
Your ability to rationalize why this is okay to do will serve you well in 2019 and for the rest of your life. Stay comfortable. Keep settling for less. Tell yourself it's not a big deal. Be content, idle, and stagnant. Continue to escape reality and your neglected problems. The new you is the you that rationalizes the old you's negative life choices. But it's fun, so fuck it right? Fuck 2019 and fuck personal growth. Fuck 2018 and fuck all your missed opportunities in life. Fuck long streaks and fuck nofap counters. Fuck your hand and don't fuck real people. It's no big deal. So fuck it. Wasn't a big deal when you started PMO in the past either, but you're exactly where you want to be in life now right? So it's all good. Relax and reward yourself with escapism and instant gratifications. Why be a new you when the current you that indulges in PMO feels so fulfilled right? Fuck it.
Because this urges i used to have are gone. Literally gone just recently. And you know what? I miss this urges. I miss the fact that i have to fight it. But now i'm just basically ignoring it or simply just because it's not there anymore, it doesn't matter. I'm just mad in the head maybe. Or sad. I have complicated emotions.
Actually, it isn't fun. Unreasonably, i do it. Like i said, just today, i found out i have erectile dysfunction. When i was fapping just now, i couldn't even feel good anymore. There's no fun or pleasure at all. Also, this means that i confirmed won't have any sex sooner or later because of this. It's not fun. I'm just going crazy for this matter. I can't.
This shouldn’t need to be a public discussion. If you are here for a porn addiction then obviously this is a bad idea. If you are healthy, not an addict and really need to MO then maybe once every seven days? Also in no case should you watch porn. Watching porn is never acceptable.
Ouch, there are some strong responses to your comment! I'm not surprised, though, because you are doing exactly the opposite of what you need to heal. Well, each to his own, but I don't find ED to be fun. At all. As long as you enjoy ED — maybe it's a bit of a fetish for you — that's OK. Each to his own. It's just that this forum isn't the place to deliberately maintain fetishes and dysfunctions. You can find better support for that elsewhere. But if you change your mind and want to heal, come right back. We'll be here for you. EDIT: I've just seen your other threads, and I see that you are struggling badly. I've responded on your other thread.
The future doesn't exist. Saying I'll fix my problems in the future is the same thing as saying that you won't fix them.
Bruv, i lost my fucking urges, which means i can't give a fuck if my women wants a fuck. You don't have PIED don't you? Then how would you fucking know?
You're just the same. Oh wait no, you're a women. You don't know what's it like to lose sexual urges physically. You don't suffer from PIED. Also, you have a lower sex drive than us men. And here you are not emphasizing how it'll be if you're me. Ok.
Well, it's done and dusted yesterday. A new year, new me. I'll update if i relapse or reset. Or reach 2 weeks or more and dabs.