Day 6 is over. I had some ruff few hours, but I made it trough the day. Tomorrow is big day, first milestone.
Because I set my counter to start a day later than I actually started this challenge, it's a day behind. So I'm just going to repeat day 3 today
Day 4 of 21 done. Had a rough night though. I was a bit drank which almost made pmo. Got to watch out for that. Glad i made it through.
Ok *deep breath* I am in! I have been putting this off all morning ( and probably way way beyond that!), really reluctant to make this commitment, which is ridiculous! I could handle the '3 day challenge', which I found tough enough, but was a great starting point. Then without thinking I happily went on to the '7 day challenge'. Now I really want to take a peek so much. Just check on how things are going in the porn world, which is stupid! I KNOW that it is stupid. I KNOW what that is going to lead to. Even if I do take a quick look now and not act on it, I KNOW that it will mean that I will then be more tempted to look again! Plus it is no PMO for a reason. P should be in bold! NO PMO! That is how important it is. That is what I crave the most. I am such a visual guy. I HAVE to commit to a new life. Not looking at P is only going to be beneficial in the long run. Looking at P does not achieve ANYTHING. The reason that I am on this one, and not the 14 day, is that 19 days is my all time record, which was 2 or 3 years ago! So I want to do better than that with one challenge. I realise that with my continued streak I will pass that on the way, but that is a bonus. Beating 19 days twice! *Another deep breath* Start the clock! Day 0! (10 days total)
I feel positive, composed, happier.. I feel like a normal person, but i mean that in a good way. I used to feel moody and depressed most of the time, but i think thats changing. I feel myself getting better, and i feel that i can do this!
That is so great to hear! I am in a bit of a dip at the moment. Hopefully it will get better very soon
We can acheive anything if we set our minds to it. The road wont be easy, so stay strong. And when you do, you will accomplish your goals (including your 19 days). We will be here for you if you need us..
Great! Thank you for your support. In mental torment right now! It shocks me that I can feel like this about something that is not even 'real'! Ok, moving away from the computer. That would be a good start! Thanks again!