Yeah, so many emotions to deal with, right?! The ten thousand joys and ten thousand sorrows, trying to ride the wave of equanimity between them all. You're doing great brother, keep up the good work you are helping and going to help many people!
Hey guys, 31 out of 90 days. I have made it 1/3 of the way yesterday and i was really happy. The weirdest thing happened to me today. As i was in the bathroom, i felt something going on with me, so i decided to check it out and decided to check whats going under there. I didn't mastrubate but all of a sudden i ejaculated and i was really scared. Do I have to start for the beginning because i didn't matrubate. I feel like i should feel guilty but i didn't break any PMOs. Can someone tell me if i broke the rules? Anyways, I am happy i made it this far and i would like to thank you guys for helping me out. 59 days remaining XD
well, that´s a weird experience. but as far as i can tell, you didn´t relapse. if you ejaculate spontaneasly then it´s like a wet dream, not your fault.
well, fellow brothers, i have fallen. i relapse today. in reality i think the downfall started 2 days ago when i go peeking. that shit won´t leave my mind on the last days. so today i was in a fragile situation, the addicted mind hit me strong and... anyways i made 45 days which was great . personal record. but for this new challenge i´m gonna go cold turkey cause i see everytime i engage in sexual activity with my wife i feel unfocused and brain fog hits me hard the next day + the chaser effect. so i´m gonna give my brain a rest and go full NO PMO. i talked with her and she supports me. let´s go brothers. 1 day at a time. we´ll get there.
Thank you for the encouragement my brother...yes, the wave of equanimity gets more complicated by this duality I have created...but the true nature of all things is there to be tasted...emaho!!! Thank you for the encouragement.
Day 32 of 90. I feel clearminded and pretty energetic. I'm really stressed from work but at least I'm finishing up stacks of papers one by one. 58 days to go XD
