well, I didn't follow my rules yesterday even though I did not touch porn, so I should recount my day. 0/30, another new start! up till now I'm doing great. It felt like shit to had a bad sleep. I should sleep earlier.
Day 21/30: 9 days to go! Grateful for having the education and ability to write out my thoughts which would otherwise eat me up like worms!
First day completed... There was no temptation. But I felt so miserable. I felt so lonely. My social anxiety isolate me from every one.
Well everyone, long time no see! I hope you are alright! For the last days I have been busied with my school life, and just forgot about posting everyday. I manage to reach my 30th day! Thanks to all of you who support until this 30th. I believe that everyone here can succeed the challenge. I'll be moving to the 90th day challenge, but i'd like to restart my counter. I think that starting Saturday I will restart posting every day Good luck to everyone! You can do it, you have the strength
Just keep replacing that time you'd be watching P with something fulfilling. I've been actively avoiding situations in which I'd normally watch P, which before NoFap i thought was a sign of defeat, but I realize now that it's necessary in order to reboot! I believe in you!
Day 2 done. I think fully rebooting will take as much time as it needs in order to happen. I don't really think about whether it will take months or years because thinking that far into the future can be a motivation killer. As far as am concerned any day I don't watch porn is a good day. Every time we say NO to an urge, we plant a seed and we will know we are harvesting when saying NO becomes as easy as breathing. Until then know u have never actually failed until you quit. Stay Strong!!!
12 days. For me this time around the second or third week is tricky. But I am motivated to pass through it.
Day 22/30: Productive day overall. I'm grateful for my immune system – for fighting viruses/parasites/toxic chemicals that enter in my body. For keeping me in the best of health so that i can do the things i enjoy doing!