Help, I'm in desparate need. I'm so lost.

I have no idea what your point is??

 

Im sorry, might have misunderstood what you ment, but dont know how to put it in another way right now

 

I tried to make the same point here: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...te-need-im-so-lost.194067/page-2#post-1674936