Day 0 again... This time I know I won't disappoint because I have learnt a huge lesson from this relapse, but I want my ACTIONS to talk over WORDS.
Today is 154 days for me no porn no masturbation I am married and me and my wife are having sex once a week so far on Sundays. I consider myself a very lucky man being married and both me and wife doing it together, for all you single guys out there all I have to say it is so worth it to actually become intimate with another human being other than your hand, I think sometimes it would be easier if you're single, you wouldn't have anyone to intermingle right? So at this moment I've had sex one time in 154 days guys so I know if I can do it and I got my wife right next to me every night and I'm very horny guy did you can certainly do it once every hundred fifty four days to right God bless each and everyone of you the struggle continues
Check in day 154 a poem for no pmo God knows your designed for making a difference......... Beneath the hurt Beneath the pain You'll find yourself You'll feel again It wasn't you Who put them there Those nasty thoughts You wouldn't dare It was the porn That tricked your brain It warped your mind Made you insane You can escape This living hell Just quit that porn! And you'll do well You'll find yourself You'll breathe again Free from addiction You'll heal your brain Just don't give up Keep going strong One day you'll be Where you belong A better place With peace of mind A joyful heart I'm sure you'll find Don't take my word Try it and see It's only you That can break free You'll find yourself You'll live again Free from the hurt Free from the pain Don't quit recruit more on our forum last men standing for a difference
Day 1, hanging in there. Just got a devastating diagnosis from my doctor, but still expect to show up here and maintain my sobriety.
i was just considering how poisonous, evil, and manipulating a woman can be. They use their sexuality to get whatever they want. they set standards for what they want in a man but it is always impossible to reach. we as men in society are so controlled by what women expect out of us and what they think of us that many of us have irrational delusions about who we are, thinking that we are below them and what they think actually matters. I've been thinking a lot about this and I'm gonna tell you this: i am done caring about what women think. They are human just like us. not godesses. they poop, fart, pee just like any other human being not to mention most of them have fake personalities. just think about it this they put on makeup every time before they leave the house. so essentially they are covering up who they actually are and replacing it with the artificial. this is because they are insecure. i am done letting these creatures have an impact on who i perceive myself to be. i am a man! i have the penis and therefore i have the power. men are the builders of everything that enables a society to prosper we build everything and we are the real prize. we should not be putting females on a pedestal they dont even come close to achieving the things we have achieved. anyways... i wanted to share this because i have been thinking about how this ties into nofap i feel like when you are jerking off to naked women you are sort of idolizing them and putting them on a pedestal. this subliminally programs your subconscious mind to become obsessed with the female body and also to see females as goddesses who you should obsess over. by avoiding porn and masturbation you are escaping this gynocentric matrix that we are all brainwashed into these days. nofap for me means being a free man with self respect who values my masculinity more than a quick dopamine fix followed by severe depression and anxiety eventually leading to pure sadness and self loathing. i really want you guys to ponder on this though. you are all men capable of amazing things like splitting the atom or figuring out the most amazing engineering marvels. you guys need to have more self respect and carry yourself like you are the BOSS! dont jerk off its poison! dont watch porn its poison! it is the devils tool to ruin all your lives and fill you with misery! when you get the urge to jerk off you better treat that like its the enemy and use prayer to rebuke it in Jesus name.