Thank you so much @Josena . Perhaps in my next life I will become a PMO therapist Actually I did not write that post, just copied it from a post I read in Reddit. I tried to contact this guy but he never replied. I wonder how his reboot ended up But yes, his description is so graphic that many times it helped me to resist my urges when I was feeling weak Stay strong Fercho
I needed to read this tonight. Thank you. It's giving me the strength to push forward one more day. One more brick layed on the wall that is my new life.
I have an extremely stressful job and I work extremely long and random hours. I still try to do my best not to PMO. It's a bit worrying that he doesn't take his problem in his own hands. he should be the one carrying the cross, not you.
Thanks for sharing that brother, youve got guts to take a stand against the addiction .the biggest battle I've ever faced in life was the war against myself (with porn and drugs/alcohol )and posts like yours awaken me up to myself and encourage me to be who I want to be. Thank you my friend. Hope you have a great day
Far out man Love your post bro. What a cool thought. Sun rising in the east coast of the state's from the Pacific. I'm in Perth Australia so the sun sets on the Indian Ocean I think. I've got my meditation cushion right here, im my little inner city apartment which im grateful for. gonna bust out 30 minutes on the lotus, vipassna style. For me, awareness is a big part of recovery from porn addiction. Being aware of exactly who I am when I watch porn; (a creepy, toxic looser) gives me the motivation to want to change and the more awake I become to that fact the more determination I get to beat this demon inside of me. "I'm not going back to that pathetic looser" I say to myself. "Look at him, masturbating in the dark again" "Look at his facial expression. He looks like he's in pain for Christ sake. And the smell" "Good heavens, listen to the sounds he's making, talk about unnatural" "Good lord what a disgracefull human being" Not to judge myself and have shame, but to be my own accountability partner when I need to. Its ultimately myself who decides the course of my life and in what direction it takes me. I need to keep asking myself the right question when I feel tempted to pmo and that question is. " am I being honest with myself? "
This is bad-ass, man. Talk about being honest with yourself! All the things you wrote about PMO, is exactly how I feel about it. It fucking disgusts me. Stay strong, brother!
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@fercho29 . Thank you for sharing this sir. Really motivating. Only wish if I could relate to your stuggles.