Struggling in the first half of this month. I slipped again yesterday. Today is day 1. But I need to spend a day to refocus. I know I can do this.
day 1, 2 and just about 3 complete. Had an intensely erotic dream last night,which I found nice. I am not going to relapse though, I'd rather give all of me to people all the time, instead of relinquishing some of that passion in the shadows to no reaction.
Day 5 today, sex dreams last night - very vivid. That’s 3 nights in a row of sex related dreams. Subconscious definitely testing me but still all good!
Day 2 felt hard once but didn't feel the need to jerk off or anything it's usually day 3 or 4 is when I start to give in and since it's the weekends I usually I just go out during the day but sometimes I might be home for the afternoon or night and have time for myself a lot more to make myself look at porn but trying hard