Starting day 53. Now my flatline period has passed, urges are coming back thick and fast. I have stopped myself looking at P on at least three occasions and have noticed myself slipping into old habits on social media... This is going to be harder than I had first thought...
The only real way to go on this thing is go no porn no masturbation and no orgasm that's the only way you can truly fix it okay not going to the porn no masturbation but still having orgasms is not giving your brain a chance to reboot okay those thoughts are still going to be there don't stop processes need to be changed any other way you can do that is to chemically recheck your brain reboot so just food for thought news I'm on day 58 of 120 me and my wife are married and we've been doing this together
On day 58 of 120 and hardmode with me and my wife doing this together it's definitely a challenge but it's also rewiring me it's changing me in a way that I never thought possible it's making me look at myself and Away I've never had to and I'm going to tell you what it's an experience that I think everybody should do one time in their life so I'm on my way to 90 towards 120 married and loving it
Day 14. I was waking up and allowed myself to edge. I then orgasmed in like 1 minute. I’m restarting the day counter. Although I’m disappointed in my self control I still have not returned to pornography and am having no urges to watch porn. I must focus on keeping myself from masturbation though.
Not as I expected 3 months ago, but definitely different. But the difference is not very clear in spesific moments. It's like the background music has changed. I'll try my best to share a summary of it in the success stories, for I have much to tell.