Incredible story man! I am just starting my NoFap journey and its stories like this that help me visualize a future without P. Thanks for the inspiration!
Congratulations man! Your post gives me hope and helps me realize the benefits I am looking forward to when my brain is making porn seem like the only thing worth my time. I hope one day to wake up feeling refreshed and confident.
its all about momentum buddy just make it and then don't lose it, not just in this but anything in life.
I've experienced similar things I'm 20 and there was a point in high school where my life seemed so promising and now I'm a college dropout, completely lack motivation and suffer from bad anxiety. After learning and hearing other peoples stories about nofap, I knew it was what I need to do. I'm now on day 7 and honestly it hasn't been that hard for me to refrain from PMO I guess I have strong willpower and I just know I need to stop but I still sometimes find myself having bad thoughts to which I begin to get aroused but so far I've been able to refrain put those thoughts away and do something else. Im sure most of us PMO addicts all have gone through "fetishes" in porn watching, I know ive gotten into some pretty messed up stuff that I regret. So I guess my question for you, someone who has made it a whole year, do the thoughts and desires of the messed up fetishes go away? I need to know. I feel really guilty about some of the things Ive thought about while being under the wicked PMO spell and I just don't want to believe that thats me. I can refrain PMO, sure, but do the thoughts go away? The messed up ones at least, I know there will always be sexual desire. Please reply somone I'm new to nofap and could use people to talk to about it. Thanks.
Hey there! The answer is yes those fetish thoughts go away eventually.... only if you allow them to. When your On this journey you have to keep your thoughts G rated so you can succeed. It's impossible to avoid thinking of a woman because we're men but don't act on those actions....If the thought comes up let it pass and move on with your day. I wish you great success in this journey brother.
Thanks for the the advice but mostly thanks for just replying, it really helps to have someone lend out their help and support really makes me feel stronger and not so alone in this journey.