Day 30 A major milestone accomplished! It is almost unbelievable! I will celebrate this somehow and reward myself. However, I made the decision to stop counting the days.
Day 8/90. Yesterday was a weird day. I had lots of fun doing things I enjoy, met with some friends, but ended up feeling like shit for almost no reason. Days are "strangely" positive for me lately, but I see a tendency for mood swings approaching the 10 day mark. Fortunately no urges though. Anyone else feeling something similar?
Day 7 of 90 feeling good about how my progress is coming along, I do not think about my online chat rooms except when my wife brings them up again to ask me questions that she already knows the answer to, from taking screen shots of my account on the chat site. Going to start the self help program on Recovery Nation, they start from day 0 and work forward thru 90 days of recovery, some might be going back to things I have all ready though about and worked thru, but I will still do the work in the program. I feel guilty about how I feel about my recovery that I am happy about my life (still feel empty about my marriage and if it will last thru this) while my wife is still hurting from all of this, seem like she is still on day 0 in getting better every time she goes back and looks thru the stuff she saved, when I tell her to stop looking at it so she can move forward into feeling better, she says I just want her to forget about it for my benefit. But it is not that at all I would like to see her smile again and be happy not sad and upset. So I keep trying to work thru this, keep getting told I am a liar, and other things. Stay strong keep on the path that will lead to a much better life for you and your family. * 61 days free
Day 18 - Got a cold, but I feel like the faith and power I have from NoFap helps me get back on track very soon. #faith
DAY 1 of 90. Yesterday’s relapse was very disappointing. I was Desperately trying to find some porn that “did it” for me and really couldn’t. My tolerance is so incredibly high.
Day 8/90. The urges are so annoying when they come, but I guess it's a part of the journey. I'm happy I've been able to pass the one week mark. Does anyone have tips on how I could stop looking at women lustfully? This has been a big problem for me in the past few days and I feel the more I look at women in this disgusting and shameful way, the closer I am to relapsing. I don't want to relapse! . Please help guys.
8/90. Not so cool today. I had some job related issues. Usually when I confront kind of situation, I seek refuge in PMO. But today I'm not at all ready to give a chance to temporary pleasure, to forget my matter. I'm well aware of the situation and want to walk through it. At the end of the day, I have few choices to take.. not in deadlock anymore. After the first week, as I have much time to spare, started to preparing for some certification. So making my jouney fruitful.
Keep yourself busy if you are afraid of caving, as for the lust it’s only normal to be attracted to them, try to find more ways to be positive, congratulations you made it 8 days you should be thrilled the longer you go the easier it will get, remind yourself why your doing this, love yourself, it will get better and hey at least your trying you are making the effort that is something to be proud of you don’t just open up porn when ever you feel like it you are fighting the urge that is good you are worth it you are important know this believe this this is important to you or you would not be here and just for doing this you are stronger than a lot of people who won’t even try you can do this