Day 1 “Your current situation is not your final destination, you're capable in changing your future.”
Day 29 of 30 One day to go, then on to the next challenge, took a few days off from posting my daughter and grand son were in town for her grandmothers funeral. things have been going good for me on my road to recovery, I have no thoughts or urges to go back to online porn. Still working on keeping my marriage together. My wife keeps asking me questions on how I could not have thought about her when I was doing that stuff. She say I am still not telling the truth about all of it. All I know is I am not telling lies to her, I have too much to loose. * 52 days free
Day 7, so a full week. It was hard last night trying to fall asleep. I'd written my post and got into bed, and couldn't for the life of me seem to get to sleep without thinking about how badly I wanted to have sex. It was difficult to say no. My dreams have been more vivid lately, as well. The only consolation is I keep telling myself I'm a quarter of the way in to this 30 day challenge, and I want to do this!