When the fear of the bad feeling after PMO becomes greater than the desire for the pleasurable feeling from PMO, then I think PMO will end
There is a quote that says “change occurs when the pain of staying the same outweighs the pain of change”. I think for most things that’s true, but not in all cases.
if you fail, i know it takes time to recover from it an recuperate but again, you have plenty of time to do that an retry another dream
But there is no guarantee of a long life. Every moment is a precious, which is why we shouldn’t waste any time on PMO.
I hate Brazilian football so much, the commentators spam GOL GOL GOL GOL GOL GOL GOOOOLLLL as if they were in a League of Legends game lmao
Beginning to feel P**n is disgusting after nearly 100 days of Hardmode. I think the brain is rewiring hopefully for the better
@Ghost️ thank you. Hardmode is the deterrent from the filth and i feel tad bit better overall so this tells me i should keep going along with daily reading of recovery journals and i also find success stories helpful motivating. When i first read YBOP by Gary Wilson i knew and similar stories on here i just knew that pmo was making me ill and nofap was the cure combined with God and fasting.
Oh it’s going very much like a roller coaster; up and down and all around. I need to focus more on the God and fasting part.
I typed up this 20 paragraph long schizo rant but honestly can't be arsed posting it. It won't change anything. I need to focus.
Think I'm gonna force myself to go into school or at least the local library. I can't keep my thoughts or head clear. I'm panicking too much.
Why I keep thinking G D was my wife. My brain prob still in the rewiring phase. Hard to believe she once was a very religious girl.
@Ghost️ i didn’t realise oops I’ll try edit it if i can! I actually went so far as to try to contact the production company to arrange to meet this girl and i even got a response but this was during my longer reboot i did previously. I actually regret but i also feel like i need to help them escape a life of manipulation hence the reason i contacted .. it’s all wrong of me to do
No worries. I would say your intentions for calling were noble. I think we have to change though in order to help others, because if they see us change and have genuine happiness, others will be inspired to do the same.
Day 3 was easy. I did not feel the urge at all. I was fully focused on my work. A blissful feel it was ↔️.
