Day 1. So I was kept occupied for the entire day with family. I didn't have thoughts about porn or anything sexual which is good.
I startet with chess until I was playing it to 3 in the moring haha. So I delite it to get rid of that addiction hahha.
Day 30 without masturbation (MO). Day 0 without edging. Struggling for a weak now, compulsively edging. Feel like crap half the time.
I know edging is bad for me. I'm caught in a cycle where I keep doing it. My body craves masturbation SO BAD! Not just O from sex but MO. I keep doing it, going to the very edge, but stopping before orgasm. So, in a way, tons of masturbation lately, just not to the point of O. Ugh.
I love that movie. The ad didn’t do it justice. Anna the sister with orange hair says the first line.