Relapsed. I managed to find a loophole, won't say which, but have managed to fix it. Disappointed but I am glad of the progress I have made.
Am I disappointed? Maybe early on when I was starting nofap, yes. But I have made some genuine efforts to improve and change my life. NoFap has forced me to confront my problems and realize how much time I have wasted with bad habits. I am tired of using P as a coping mechanism to forget about my problems.
I woke up with a blend between hyper-self-awareness and brain fog. The heat was 15c, not too hot but not too cold + it has been raining. My head was sore. Maybe tomorrow, I can wake up early and start again from scratch.
That boost of euphoric energy is temporary, it's a buzz of sexual tension rushing through and trying to find an exit. You might feel happy and full of life one minute, then crying at your monitor the next after a relapse. If you feel completely fine and happy, then imo that's a sign you may relapse soon - especially if you're a few weeks in.
Guys I have been struggling, fell back into porn completely, how can I bounce back stronger than before?
3 months of free time. Feels a bit daunting. First few days of nofap streak are usually sore and involve brain fog.
yes i did. i wanted something like me but not too much for anonymity. i guess yours is in the same spirit :-) !
Back on NoFap. Quiting Mary and fapping first. 1st step: to take my time. Was a sleepless night but insomnia is reasonably common.
Nofap day 186/365. Hardmode Day 127/365. Lust is everywhere. We need to change fast into spiritual beings. The end is nearly here.