No real urge for sex or MO (Day 19 w/o MO). Weird early onset flatline? Hope to be intimate with my partner tonight - that's why I'm off MO.
You'll never know why. It's difficult. I often thought I'm doing fine and then I reset. The addiction isn't based on logic. The most important is to forgive yourself and start again. The more blame, the more stress you exert on yourself. This addiction needs negative emotions.
Day 4: Today woke up highly motivated as I managed to win a big battle against myself :) exercised and cleaned my house
Como haces cualquier cosa, lo haces todo. Como actúes hoy actuarás todos los días. Como vivas este min vivirás todos los minutos. Estoicismo
Because of my addiction, I now feel diminished. I accept that I may never have what I’ve always wanted. I’m just happy to be alive and free.
Great! Trip down here. Did a little office work, teaching the class tomorrow and back on the road in the afternoon
Day 31 was a hard day, I did it by the grace of God, this journey is not easy, but positive changes can be seen.
