I don’t wish anything bad for anyone. May everyone prosper in life my friends and even my enemies. I don’t have too many enemies though in real life.
It's hard to make enemies for me in real life cause I don’t look any people in that way. I have very simple rule for clarification for everything.
Everybody suffers for their own issues and it's very difficult to understand people and judge them cause they have their own limitations.
Day 13 , life is clearer without pmo. Just have to be patient. Challenge yourself for a better future.
Reflection on what works without reflection on what doesn't is unbalanced. I need to work on being more objective with myself
Slipped with edging (ME, not MO) Amazing how once I start I get utterly LOST in it. Bad idea for breaking out of flatline. Day 19 without MO
I struggled a lot today and still , felt pain, sadness, stress and horror, I let those feelings go through, I didn't numb them or avoid them
No real urge for sex or MO (Day 19 w/o MO). Weird early onset flatline? Hope to be intimate with my partner tonight - that's why I'm off MO.
You'll never know why. It's difficult. I often thought I'm doing fine and then I reset. The addiction isn't based on logic. The most important is to forgive yourself and start again. The more blame, the more stress you exert on yourself. This addiction needs negative emotions.
