Non-Negotiables [2024]

Significant progress but still not done
Done for now though
Thinking of getting one more task done... Just a bit of reading yeah

 

Ok bismillah
7 hrs of sleep

Lots to do but feel an inner calm today. More focused and centered inshallah

alhamdulillah

 

Lost my cool for a few moments
Trying to be better

Also having coffee rn in hopes it will help me brain be more ready for studying inshallah

 

That coffee made me nauseous and I still feel a bit unwell

 

So… I know why I have been experiencing ups and downs both physical and emotional. Girl stuff.

Just can’t wait to feel better inshallah. Can only know the highs through the lows

As for now… I got a lot of packing done and my room looks less messy. Alhamdulillah!

This morning when I woke up, I felt a lot of pain in my legs.
It went away after a while alhamdulillah
But now I can feel the fatigue setting in again and I haven’t even done much today. Alhamdulillah, it’s not a big issue
Just struggling a bit to do stuff

 

Thinking thinking thinking
Trying to have a plan of action for the next few hours.
Come on, Zee. Laying in bed ain’t gonna help. What should I do rn? I feel a bit blank

 

Finish Book 1
Complete 33% of Book 2
Complete my artsy thing
Study… but what? I could work on course A, C or VH. Hmm.

 

I will start with the artsy thing
Bismillah

 

So I made progress on the artsy thing, I am 90 percent done with it. I listened to my course C lessons as I worked and I covered one lesson and that's all that was needed for my assessment which I didn't know before, so I did that and I AM DONE!!! Alhamdulillah!
I still need to cover two more lessons but no more rush!
That's one big stress off the list!

 

I DID IT
I COMPLETED THE ARTSY THING
ALHAMDULILLAH

 

Totally forgot to update yesterday

4/3/24 Mon

1- Did I read Quran? 22/23 Alhamdulillah
Was it 1/4th Juz? 3/23 nope...
2- Did I read at least 20 min? 15/23
3- Did I make progress in H? 14/23 alhamdulillah
4- Did I cover Course A? Nope 8/23....................yikes
5- Did I declutter my phone? 3/3

 

Need to wrap up:
Course A
Course C too since we have an assessment deadline DONE
Course T
Project B - Almost wrapped up, just need to write down a few things
Project P - Same. Just few things to write
Artsy stuff: 50% left (3hrs) DONE
Tutoring thing… Just one more day to go
3 ongoing books hahaha.
Course HL (3hrs needed)
Course V (2 hrs)

 

Okay, so I am hungry. I should eat AND read? Because I am SO SOOO close to finish this book. 40 pages left I think.
Project work will be done in the morning inshallah
Tutoring will finish tomorrow inshallah

It's just course A that's quite a bit I have not even started yet
I will try to cover a lesson after reading
Sorry for posting soo much to anyone who reads this. It helps me stay accountable :/

 

I ate… but now I feel sleepy… the high energy is depleting pretty quick

 

Ended up doing project work
Made progress Alhamdulillah

 

5/3/24 Tue

1- Did I read Quran? 23/24 Alhamdulillah
Was it 1/4th Juz? 3/24 nope...
2- Did I read at least 20 min? 16/24
3- Did I make progress in H? 15/24 alhamdulillah
4- Did I cover Course A? Nope 8/23....................yikes
5- Did I declutter my phone? 4/4

Just going to read a bit and call it a night... maybe not even read. I am tired now

 

I woke up feeling pain and fatigue again. Alhamdulillah, has slowed me down and I don’t feel like moving lol.

But… I am excited and hopeful for today. I will get everything done inshallah and then, just sit in bed with a cuppa and my book, inshallah.

Dear journal, remind me to keep up with this attitude after I come back from my trip inshallah i.e. to get everything done earlier and relax in the evenings!

Also remind me that even though I have turned into a night owl (yes, I am publicly accepting that now), I don’t like it and I don’t want to be a night owl. (But… I also know winters are always hard for me and the fact I haven’t spent these winters relapsing is a big accomplishment itself.)

 

Tasks for today:
Project P task - finalise draft
Course A
Project P - Make remaining drafts
Last day of tutoring!!!
Project B task - hmmmmm later in the night though
Lots of reading

 

Guess who couldn't wait and had coffee lol
My tutoring got cancelled. I have been chilling mostly for the last 2 hrs. Getting things done but slowly.
Need to get on course A.
Project work is almost done, too. Alhamdulillah
Infact, I think I should mark it done