Join me: Rebooting to June 20 - 90 days!

@335imob that's amazing and humbling to hear from you! Thank YOU bro

Just now I thought to myself "I'd like to look at some pics of women in skimpy outfits". This isn't Fap for me... But it's a slippery slope. So I'm now writing this instead, and then I'm going to bed soon.

Something that I'm finding really empowering is having 100% access to the Internet on my laptop and iPhone. I can now look at whatever I want, and the amazing thing is, because I'm trusting myself, I don't really want to look at anything.

Trust yourself guys: we all have the power in ourselves to love ourselves.

 

Isn't the brain a funny thing. Today I've been working from home as broadband is being installed after not having any for a month. I've got a little bit of cabin fever and a little voice in my head said "Oh, it's a good thing, as now I can check for porn quicker".

WTF!!!!

I'm really glad I can observe this craziness, and then as soon as I see this flash across my synapses, I pop open NoFap, and post to you guys!

Keep it strong brothers and sisters, the light is shining on us all

Love, A

 

This morning I woke up early, and had for quite a long time what is often known as a 'morning glory'. The good news is that my mind was drifting to fantasies of engaging with real life women (rather than the fetishistic fantasies that I used to encounter). The great news is that I didn't act on my physical desire, and part of the reason was I feel accountable to you guys!

Thanks to everybody that is on NoFap, and especially those who've created it in helping me recover

 

Just had a great evening out: a choir rehearsal followed by drinks in a bar. Conversation got onto all things Fap, and I remembered that often the night that I would be most likely to Fap, would be a Thu, as I'd have had a similar experience of feeling connected, and then gone home to an empty flat. Because I'd feel empty in myself, I would then turn to fap as a way of trying to fill the hole that I felt inside of me.

Now I know that I'll go home, brush my teeth, and go to bed. And it feels great

I feel very blessed to have this opportunity to share with you as it means that I can recognise that I will trust myself to take care of myself.

 

Well done @The 1000 Water Fists and @betteringmyself
Hope you are both still on track!
It's an inspiration to have each other to stay strong
I've been procrastinating some of my work, and I'm now sitting in the office on my own at nearly 8pm. This would have been prime ground for me to Fap historically, but as soon as that came to mind for me, I chose to immediately boot up NoFap and post to you.
I just need to remind myself that I'm doing brilliantly... I'm 65 days clean and it is still a day at a time
Love you guys!!!

 

It's definitely not too late to join... every day is a step on our journey @thebishone. Welcome!!!

 

@The 1000 Water Fists - completely agree that it isn't possible to go back to the past. There is only one reality that is the present. And in this present I'm clean and NoFap!!!

Love, Adam

 

Welcome on board the good ship NoFap @liam775! Pleased that you are joining for this wonderful journey of self discovery and personal evolution

 

@Hamzavitsh Great to have you here with us, and really happy to hear that you're gonna make it count ☺️ I'll be starting another journey on June 21 where I will recommit myself to another 90 days!

Adam

 

@LookingForGains88 Great that you want to start, and I'd suggest you trust yourself that you will deal with whatever comes up for you. We all have inner reserves of strength that we sometimes lose connection with... so my question to you is what helps you stay in connection with that inner strength?

 

I'm checking in, as I'm being slightly triggered by something. I'm posting to a LinkedIn business forum, and one of the other people who is also posting has a name similar to a porn star that I used to watch. I'm finding there is a part of my brain which is immediately imagining this person. It's surprisingly powerful.

This also demonstrates to me just how important it is for me to be on NoFap, and committed to no porn and no solo masturbation until June 20th... and I know I'll need at least another 90 days after that before my brain can encounter something similar... and NOT be triggered

 

I just want to celebrate how long I've been NoFap. I often find it easy to be self critical and judge myself harshly. Today I woke up early and felt a little down.

I still don't feel amazing, but I also know that I'm DOING amazing, as I've been NoFap for so long and I know that it will continue.

This is such a fantastic indicator that my life is good in this moment and continuing to go in the right direction

Thank you all for being witness to my journey