Still so ADDICTED (transwoman/HOCD)

Sorry you are experiencing this pain. I'm new here. But I've had PMO addiction for about 38 years. Don't give up, as I can tell you it won't get easier, the longer the problem goes unresolved...

 

Thanks for your honest post man. The worst thing we need is bullshit fancy replies when we're in the clutches of what seems like an impossible task to face. Anyway bro, the fact that you came back to post says enough about the fact that there is really a better way. It really exists and something deep inside you knows this so I'll leave the preaching there.

As for me, struggling with the same thing man! That transwoman crap has another kind of hold me but I'm ready to work on it now. I'm learning that trying to free ourselves from any addictive/harmful behavior without working on our subconscious is almost futile, will-power can truly only do so much bro. I've tried everything too and spent lots of money on books, diets, events, spirituality and all that stuff. But the day I tasted an ounce of freedom was when I realized that at the core of it is my own psychological an subconscious drives which I need to face, know and then integrate. Those fantasies contain some gems if we will but inspect them.

That said, as you can see I'm only on day one and starting from scratch and I hope to make ore progress this time.

Thanks so much for your post and wish you all the best!

 

transgendered person porn addiction is a very hard addiction to break. I myself struggled with it off and on for 8 years. Reflexive hit at some very important ideas/aspects of freeing yourself from this one aspect of your sexually addictive compulsions. You've gotta realize there's more under the surface than just transgendered person porn. That's just the frosting on your rotten cupcake, man. Look deeper. Remember, "chics don't have dicks, but men can have tits."

Be prepared for some emotional pain as you ween off. Fight it. Fight for your life!