Hi, I've jerked off since i was a teen & I remember when I started looking at porn. Fast forward 15 years and I have a deluded desire for "the perfect girl", destroying each and every relationship I have, I'm depressed, definitely addicted to porn. I know I am because when I try to stop, I continue anyway! In secret, behind my girlfriend's back. Like some sneaky charlie addict in the loo of some club. It's just that rush you know, you feel a compulsion to do it... well I'm going to stop. I've tried a few times already by myself but I think my willpower isn't strong enough. I figure if i post once a while here to tell you my progress maybe the support will help me? DAY 1 it begins
BT19, Welcome. Your story is similar to mine. pmo became so much better than real life. You seem to have a very good grasp on the dangers and horrors or pmo. I recommend downloading the "getting started" guide off the home page. Read it a few time. I had to read it at least three times before I saw myself in it. I still read it often. L
