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fuckin relapsed. not happy about it. this shit is a goddamn addiction. fuck. starting fresh tomorrow.
Day 9: complete. After tomorrow I’ll be in double digits again! Almost lapsed today but I kept it real!
Struck with the flu this morning, on the bright side I have no urge to PMO feeling so sick lol! I ain’t stopping now!
Had such a vivid dream of relapsing last night & I remember feeling super disappointed in my dream, glad to say Im on day 8 & still clean
Eager to see what’s in store for me at 90 days no PMO!
Hitting that one week milestone is always a good feeling, feelings of guilt and shame have decreased a tiny bit, not much but it counts
Got through day 6 yesterday, wasn’t on my phone much so I didn’t make an update, today is day 7 and it’s pretty much a wrap also! :)
I know it’s just my addiction wanting me to relapse and bring me down. I’m staying strong and not entertaining that bullshit!
Day 5 is out of the way. I went to the bar tn with some buddies and our server was super hot and I’ve been triggered to relapse since but...
I've got a lot to teach but even more to learn
