samcarter248

Fapstronaut, Female, 30

75 days clean! :) Sep 19, 2018

1. samcarter248
  75 days clean! :)
  
  Sep 19, 2018
  1. Issah, spaces, Deleted Account and 2 others like this.
  2. legendsneverdie
    good job my friend. Stay with it. I know 90 seems far away but take it day by day. And remember that our goal should be to quit this indefinitely not go back. Never surrender
    
    Sep 19, 2018
    
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2. samcarter248
  It'll get better. Maybe not with the people around me, but for me personally. It'll get better. I have to believe that.
  
  Jul 10, 2018
  1. i_wanna_get_better1, Warrior Within, Scott93 and 1 other person like this.
3. Bowler
  I think it would be great to have accountability partner. I live in Malaysia, so tell me what you think.
  
  Jun 12, 2018
4. samcarter248
  I have the K9 blocker on my PC but I saw P on Twitter. I quickly reported and blocked the page lol but I went here to avoid thoughts.
  
  Feb 18, 2018
  1. Warrior Within, Roady, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Amazing! Great progress that you avoided looking at the page :).
    
    Feb 19, 2018
    
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5. samcarter248
  One week clean!
  
  Feb 16, 2018
  1. MizzsTerious, Deleted Account, A leaf and 4 others like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Awesome! :D
    
    Feb 16, 2018
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Great! Keep up the good work and reach for the 14 days. You can do it!
    
    Feb 16, 2018
    
    samcarter248, A leaf, Rising Sun !! and 1 other person like this.
  4. MizzsTerious
    You go girl!!
    
    Feb 16, 2018
    
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6. samcarter248
  One day at a time.
  
  Feb 8, 2018
  1. Rising Sun !!, LEPAGE, MizzsTerious and 2 others like this.
7. samcarter248
  Feeling the urge again! :( But am able to fight against it so far. Let's hope this lasts for the whole day.
  
  Feb 7, 2018
  1. Rising Sun !! and Deleted Account like this.
8. samcarter248
  There goes my 16-day streak. I feel so disgusted at myself -- is this all there is to me? Will I just keep relapsing over and over again?
  
  Feb 5, 2018
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  3. laris
    Make a commitment to yourself.
    
    Feb 5, 2018
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    If you keep trying, you will get stronger. This is NOT all there is to you. Take pride in 16 and make this next one longer.
    
    Feb 5, 2018
    
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  5. Clean Plate
    Thats up to you to quit man, nobody else can make you quit but you. It is possible to succeed, keep going!
    
    Feb 5, 2018
    
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9. samcarter248
  I just relapsed with M. I really have no self control, do i?
  
  Feb 5, 2018
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10. samcarter248
  I'm feeling the compulsion to do M today, but I know this will only lead me to P. I came here to take my thoughts away from it.
  
  Feb 5, 2018
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11. samcarter248
  I'm feeling tempted to do it again. :( I think what contributes to it is my hormonal stuff and because my period's coming up. THIS IS TOUGH
  
  Jan 31, 2018
  1. falafu and Deleted Account like this.
  2. samcarter248
    I came here to take my mind off of things. Man, being a girl is tough. Phew.
    
    Jan 31, 2018
    
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12. samcarter248
  I've been clean for over a week :) The depressive thoughts are back so I've been fighting it. Holding on! :)
  
  Jan 28, 2018
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13. samcarter248
  I'm feeling things again today. I know it's because I've been thinking of reading again, so I came here before I could do anything rash.
  
  Jan 24, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    You surely made the right decision.
    
    Jan 26, 2018
    
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14. samcarter248
  I've been clean for 5 days. It's a difficult battle when certain thoughts creep up in mind, but the fight continues!
  
  Jan 24, 2018
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15. ankith
  Hi I'm sorry I didn't see your message...did you get your partner?
  
  Jan 23, 2018
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  3. ankith
    but just put a bookmark in your phone or calendar when you relapsed last, so next time when you relapse you might know how many days you made it.It actually helped me straight for 8 days, which is less no. Of days but it helped me come out from terrible relapse. (I was Ming for 4 times a day and wasn't able to come out)
    
    Feb 8, 2018
    
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  4. ankith
    but since last 2 days I'm again starting to get triggers and that's when I went back and checked how many days it had been since my last relapse, which was a mistake cos- I felt wow I made it to 8 days it's actually good thing than last time and it doesn't matter even if I relapse" - which is bad opinion...I hope I don't get any triggers and stupid thought like that which I got yesterday
    
    Feb 8, 2018
    
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  5. ankith
    Sorry I pasted so many comments...it's actually because the website doesn't allow me to post big messages, so I had to break it into parts, hope my advice helps and you don't have to follow mine cos all human brains don't work the same, all you need to do is trail and error method..
    
    Feb 8, 2018
    
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16. Deleted Account
  Sam Carter a Star Gate SG1 fan?
  
  Jan 21, 2018
  2. samcarter248
    Oh, no, sorry! I am rather unfamiliar with that. I just thought of this name randomly!
    
    Jan 21, 2018
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Samantha Carter was a character played by Amanda Tapping. She's done many TV shows, but that was her longest running role, I'm pretty sure. I always thought she'd play a great James Bond (in England James is also a female name).
    
    Jan 22, 2018
    
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17. samcarter248
  I've managed to stay away for 2 days because I was busy with things that are important. Now that I'm back for work, the fight continues
  
  Jan 21, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Welcome back
    
    Jan 21, 2018
    
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18. samcarter248
  I've been here for only 24 hours and I've already relapsed. I'm hopeless.
  
  Jan 19, 2018
  1. Vinaykr15, Deleted Account and Rising Sun !! like this.
  2. Wombo
    You're not hopeless. Almost no one starts their journey wirh high streaks. Remeber we all started somewhere!
    
    Jan 19, 2018
    
    Deleted Account, FormerFapaholic, Rising Sun !! and 1 other person like this.
  3. Deleted Account
    You are not hopeless. You are human. God makes people, flesh and blood. We are imperfect, but we are not mistakes. Because, God does not make mistakes. God is what I call my Higher Power. I'm spiritual, not religious.
    
    Jan 21, 2018
    
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19. samcarter248
  I feel like the books I've been reading contribute to the addiction. I want to stop those, too, but that's difficult. Here's to a new day.
  
  Jan 18, 2018
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20. samcarter248
  I don't know how this website goes. But I really want to stop doing what I've been doing.
  
  Jan 18, 2018
  1. Deleted Account, Roady, hoping_cannon and 3 others like this.
  2. Wombo
    You can start by reading this :) https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/new-users-list-of-rebooting-resources.50878/
    
    Jan 18, 2018
    
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  3. ankith
    That's good you have found your group... good luck with your milestones....Stay strong
    
    Feb 8, 2018
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Dec 3, 1993 (Age: 30)

This isn't my real name. I want to quit this bad habit but I'm too scared to talk to someone I know in real life. So hopefully the people here can give me the support I need, and in turn, I can help others, too.
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