Will Mars

Returning after almost a month of shitstrom metally. As much I equip my higher self with knowledge I come crashing after a small nap. Relaps

Back again after a bad bad relapse. This time back on horse again. Fuck!! I need some solid motivation.

Feeling wishy washy about motivation but each night I sleep next day I wake up better. Hope I can do better this phase.

Relapsed twice after solid 35 days. But gonna focus on how far I came in journey not how many times I fell on the way. And keep on going!

Some days feel all fantasies gonna die with you and you go miserably so why not indulge now? Digitally. Screw that voice!!! I am that i am.

How do you get over fetishes and obsessions? That's my main trigger, to try it with women of all different races/colors. Paralysis-Analysis.

Can't kill the urges and fantasies just trying to not act on them and eventually starve the wolf. More power to all here peace and love

Feeling very angry frustrated on unmet desires but cried my heart out driving yesterday now feel stronger and not so needy over shit.