The Blue Ocean

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I was depressed recently, but now Im better, yet I keep failing which will lead me into feeling depressed again. A spiral that NEEDS TO END! Sep 14, 2021

The Blue Ocean was last seen:: Sep 14, 2021

1. The Blue Ocean
  You ARE stronger than the darkness that held you. DO; NOT; FEED; THAT; BEAST OF DARKNESS. NEVER AGAIN!
  
  Mar 12, 2019
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2. The Blue Ocean
  Joy is power from the soul; When we understand who we are, and our potential! Happy Thursday /Friday!
  
  Mar 7, 2019
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3. The Blue Ocean
  Day 1: Remember -> You deserve a good future; So let's build it!
  
  Mar 2, 2019
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4. Gostraightahead
  Thank you for the follow. You're the 1st guy who followed me. I appreciate you so much.
  
  Feb 28, 2019
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  2. The Blue Ocean
    Thank first! And really? How could no one have followed you? :s
    
    Mar 2, 2019
    
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5. The Blue Ocean
  STOP HURTING YOURSELF WITH BAD ACTIONS AND ADDITIONS; HURTING YOU AND YOUR FUTURE; YOU GOTTA FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN!!!!
  
  Feb 27, 2019
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  3. Gostraightahead
    You look like a very powerful guy.
    As you say, we should preclude what becomes minus for us and just do what becomes profits for us.
    Even if we fail, that's no waste as long as we aim at goals. That's the "best", not waste.
    
    Feb 27, 2019
    
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  4. Gostraightahead
    Only what can do now is moving to goals even a step.
    
    Feb 27, 2019
    
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  5. The Blue Ocean
    Thanks both of you! :)
    Sadly I had another relapse today too, but you both made me see it with new eyes! I shall seek my goal! One or two hits in the face won't make me give up!
    
    Feb 28, 2019
    
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6. The Blue Ocean
  Day 0 again: I don't know if I did something good or only bad. (10 days streak)
  
  Feb 27, 2019
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    Indeed!
    We have our fighting spirit!
    We will not give up! :)
    
    Feb 27, 2019
    
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  4. vxlccm
    Change what was bad. Keep what was good.
    
    Feb 27, 2019
    
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  5. The Blue Ocean
    Always! :)
    
    Feb 27, 2019
    
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7. A41:14A
  Thanks for following me mate.. much appreciated hey! :D
  
  Feb 21, 2019
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  2. The Blue Ocean
    My pleasure!
    
    Feb 27, 2019
    
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8. The Blue Ocean
  What incredible power and force! This is the potential I (we) could have been granted a long time ago!
  
  Feb 21, 2019
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  2. The Blue Ocean
    Implied from how well freedom feels like! :D
    
    Feb 21, 2019
    
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9. The Blue Ocean
  Getting stronger for every DAY! :D
  
  Feb 21, 2019
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10. The Blue Ocean
  Day 1. Pain. PAIN is what I remember from the wrong-doing.
  
  Feb 18, 2019
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    Awesome! :D :D :D <3
    @vxlccm and you? :D
    
    Feb 21, 2019
    
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  4. vxlccm
    Just about to close out Week 3 - all good :)
    
    Feb 21, 2019
    
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  5. The Blue Ocean
    Awesome!
    
    Feb 27, 2019
    
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11. The Blue Ocean
  Day 0 (again)! I am sick of letting my demon control me!!! UGH! This hurts in so many many ways
  
  Feb 17, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    i feel exactly it ... I'M TIRED OF THE RELAPSES BUT I CAN'T STOP, WHYYYY?
    
    Feb 17, 2019
    
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    @BrazilianUser It takes time and most of all mental strength! But I don't know why at the times I need to be disciplined and focus = I put myself in the bad spot instead.
    
    My failings doesn't teach me, which is a flaw I have.
    
    Feb 18, 2019
    
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12. The Blue Ocean
  Day 0, No matter how many times we fail, WE ARE STRONGER THAN WE KNOW!
  
  Feb 14, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Exactly, i like your attitude after a relapse, it's how all of us need to act, i wish all the best for you, stay strong!
    
    Feb 15, 2019
    
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    Thank you my friend! I hope the best for you as well! @BrazilianUser
    
    But I am sick of letting my demon control my life, uff.
    This has to stop!
    
    Feb 17, 2019
    
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13. The Blue Ocean
  I am SICK of not being productive! Of losing time for PMO! Of hurting myself! Of not being able to eat the entire day because of this!
  
  Feb 9, 2019
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  2. CTRL + DEL
    Good :)
    You have the means and the motive.
    
    Now act :D
    
    Feb 9, 2019
    
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    Indeed @IAmLegion
    
    Feb 9, 2019
    
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14. The Blue Ocean
  NOW realize YOUR POWER! ;) You have the power of Change!
  
  Feb 4, 2019
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15. The Blue Ocean
  One thing I appreciate is: Khanacademy has always helped me to learn new concepts for my classes in collage! Phew! :D
  
  Jan 28, 2019
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  2. The Blue Ocean
    I know itsn't related to this forum, but maybe this knowledge can help some other student as well! :D
    
    Jan 28, 2019
    
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16. The Blue Ocean
  I HATE social media! How it sometimes is a silent trap to go back to PMO! UGH!
  
  Jan 18, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Social media,the ultimate humanity destruction machine. Stay away from it as much as you can if you wanna live life.
    
    Jan 18, 2019
    
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    @UltraFree Indeed! It doesn't only expose me to triggering things sometimes, it consumes my time and energy. :/
    
    Jan 23, 2019
    
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17. The Blue Ocean
  One thought lead to another, it lead to acts, it lead back to the addiction. DAMN IT, have to be stronger and actually try to prevent this
  
  Jan 17, 2019
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  2. Peace467
    Thats a shame. But atleast you know the pattern that lead to it. Maybe you can change something small to help you catch the thoughts at the start?
    
    Jan 17, 2019
    
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  3. Mr. Stark
    Those lines. Are so true. Only if we can easily mentor ourself and our thoughts we are par at our lives already...
    
    Jan 17, 2019
    
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  4. The Blue Ocean
    Thank both of you! :)
    I need to be more determined and disciplined.
    
    I am proud when I don't have urges for a week, but when they come I am not ready and I just fail on an instant.... :/
    
    Jan 18, 2019
    
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18. The Blue Ocean
  Deadly is the darkness chains from my past; still traps me. The good is that I have realized it and try to move into Light! :)
  
  Jan 8, 2019
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  2. The Blue Ocean
    Always step you, warrior, when you have fallen down! :)
    
    Jan 8, 2019
    
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19. The Blue Ocean
  Life isn't a straight line! Sometimes we fail, sometime we are down. But no matter what; we will go up and fight again! For our success! :)
  
  Jan 5, 2019
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20. The Blue Ocean
  I do NOT choose the dark past; I choose the light future!
  
  Dec 26, 2018
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  2. Taqwa1
    A future where we have control!
    
    Dec 26, 2018
    
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    @Taqwa1 Indeed!
    
    Jan 5, 2019
    
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