Hey bro, thank you very much, but to be honest I relapsed on day 49. Im emotionally in a very bad place and yet havent had the time to post about my relapse. I will soon write a relapse report and say goodbye in the 2019 challange. But Thank you anyway, 49 almost 50 days is amazing and some months ago something unbeleavable for me.. I will keep fighting! :)
Sorry to hear about it brother...but you did great anyway...49 days is a long way...dont beat yourself up too much...at least you beat your record . Life goes on. Try again soon pal.
I lived for a year abroad in south east asia in a host familiy. There I got in contact with Buddhism and went to the temples to meditate. Later I decided to ordinate as a monk novice for a short period of my life. Howerver, I dont call myself a Buddhist, no need for that. Im someone who learned Buddhas teachings, but still belives in God.
