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Hey S... Compliments of new year... I've got the post saved on my Computer but I just haven't uploaded it yet.. I'm not entirely sure why due to multiple reasons but One of the main reasons Is because I'm afraid of the backlash that would be created by that post...
I haven't written a blog / journal in the longest of time so my writing skills are below-par and I'm absolutely ill-equipped to handle the type of backlashcreated because most of the people here can be very Fucking Cruel..
You remember what happened to Prince Charming and his thread "Heirs of the sun, the wrong way to go for Nofap"? He questioned the ideals of something as Trivial as a community here on this site but Got metaphorically physcically and emotionally burned as people lashed out at him...
My thread is no different because
To sum it my post up it's similar to the post you made on your blog about Nofap not being for everyone...because Nofap affects us all differently causing unpleasant withdrawal symptoms and that the only way I can make progress towards my goals is to be "knee-deep" in this addiction...My post challenges the very ideals of Nofap
and I'm sure people would use the chance to vent out all their anger at me and point out all the flaws in not just my post but my whole profile
and I don't want to go through that as I regret my time here enough as it is already, one of the reasons
i stopped journaling and Blogging was because of the Evil called regret that kept on Consuming my mind after every journal post when i would read it over after posting it...
To be honest I need to start journaling/Blogging again but it won't be on this site because I don't share the ideals and principles most people have on this Site...Maybe a WordPress blog but even if I do It's mostly going to be Filled with Self-hate and Aimless posts because that I am and have been feeling these passed couple of weeks...
Worse then the depression that you were taking about in your latest blog post :( .. I think that's the best thing i can do right now but It will be a private one just until I can get the hang of things and Find some purpose in my life and my writing improves a little bit..Then I'll make it public and share a link with you if you're interested in reading it..
I forgot to mention that Nofap isn't the cause ofdepression.. In fact my streak was actually doing well i made it to 33 Days before doing something reckless and looking at p subs which ultimately made me relapse A few Days ago :/ I've had this 'Existential crisis ' since the 2nd week of December so it definitely has nothing to do with withdrawal symptoms from Nofap...
No problem I look forward to hearing from you and I wish you All the best in your Exam but with all the studying and revision that you've been doing you wont need it lol
And you're right..Even though I don't completely agree with Nofap i should post on here more often l... I visit the site everyday just to check on your and a few other people's progress so It would do no harm posting casualprofile updates and stuff..
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