Thank you guys. It's weird, but didn't do anything with PMO, so still clean. Went outside for few hours. Just I always have "excuse" to relapse.. But this time I say no matter how fuckd up I am I won't relapse.
All my sexual desires are concentrated from now on to one innocent thing... It's like heroine or sth, as I had chance for a lot of years to not face old fetishes and I developed desire to this tiny thing. And sometimes I say to me I can defeat all of them but not this.
But now I am reading Psycho-Cybernetics and try to develop this "I can overcome all obstacles no matter what" inside myself, to make it part of me. When I will tame this thing, then I probably will get a peak on NoFap.
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