This morning (1 hour ago) I had so much strong urges that I thought I'm gonna explode. I had to get up, plug my earphones and play some metal music to release energy. I had also battle of thoughts: I said to myself: You have two options - you can do M session, lost your good energy and enter the old door which you exactly know from past experience, or you're gonna wait some time, delay your gratification for a real woman and it will pay off. Monday/Tuesday are my worst. Sometimes I don't know what to do with my energy. I could talk to some women but that's my social anxiety problems come into play and I won't talk with them until I've done most part of my therapy.
Hello, 4 days without masturbation here upon my entry in this challenge. Gl to myself and everyone else.
So...you are here for a reason, right? You are here beacuse you want to beat your current life conditions and become better by fully living your life at your full potential! This challange is the beginning of a great road, a road that will lead you to a destiny...more important to YOUR DESTINY and that is greater than me, than you, than your family, well... it is bigger than everyone and everything. And for following that road I congratulate you. I`m already celebrating your success. THIS is making out of a boy more than a man. It makes him a WARRIOR! THIS will make your legacy! So go and LIVE THE LIFE YOU ARE MEANT TO LIVE AT ITS FULL POTENTIAL! BE THE WARRIOR!
Day 11 and moving on.. the first days were a bit difficult. I suggest meditation to all. It is perfect because it is ballancing our sexual energy. Last 2 days i have a nice sense of heat all over my body and great concetration
It's been awhile since I posted an update. I think I'll post an update every 10 days on here to prevent over saturation But today is day 40 and I'm staying strong and committed to this. Though Monday was a serious battle for me a lot of intense urges and images hit me hard for the better part of the day. I wrote about it in my journal captains log if you want to check it out. But being that i am on day 40 and not 0 I was victorious in my fight and today was good not a single urge or thought surfaced. To everyone else stay strong in this fight! Adapt and overcome is what it means to be a soldier in this fight for our minds, bodies and souls!
I'm in Gabriel Hamilton I just started nofap and just came across this thread aweesome. As of relapses 0 so far and starting day 1
Day 7 of my current streak. No urges so far. Maybe the excitement of this challenge helps. Stay clean guys, let's get to 180!
I deleted my Twitter account and log out from Facebook so I use just Messenger to communicate with people. Sometimes I catch myself when I type name of the Facebook page automatically but then realise what I actually did. I don't want to look at anything what somebody posted there. Don't get me wrong - every single day I become more and more interested in other people and I want to hear much more from them but this internet networking doesn't work for me. I want to see for the first time since childhood how real life looks like. Surely, It doesn't contain pictures.