Here i am again!

Well, it's been a long time since i last posted and read somethin' in this forum... As you can see my updated badge in my signature you can figure out that i was PMO-ing recently.
So yeah, i was doing great, hadn't any urges during my 56 day NoFap session, but one day... 18th july... (( i had the biggest urge for first time and i was like "man i gotta fight it..." 10 mins of insomnia and i changed my mind - "man whatever this is just a single relapse, tomorrow im gonna continue my NoFap session". One month later and i returned to one of my worst daily habits. I had one night a week ago when i PMO 3 times before i sleep. Now im starting again and really hope for longer session than 56 days. I started this on 25 may and if i didn't relapse at that time i was going to have 90 days now without PMO... worst month ever, yesterday and today i was feeling really awkward and tired and in combination with weed - you feel like trash! When i start my last year at school in the middle of september i'll have to reduce the weed man.. Even now im writing this and still im a bit high. So yeah, i hope not to relapse again in the next 6/7 months. I will be there i swear!