First of all Im a straight guy, I can't stop fantasizing myself being a sissy getting dominated by alpha males. After watching all those sissy hypnos and "TG P". When Im alone at home I would tend to borrow my sister's clothes, try them on, put on a lipstick and I would walk around the house dressed up like a girl. It gets worse from that day forward. There was a time when my whole family left for a 1 month vacation and I am left alone with the house all by myself. I can't control my thoughts of walking out my house dressed up like a slutty school girl, so eventually I did. I put on my lipstick, a white blouse, a red skirt but I made it shorter because it increases my desires and a long white socks (thigh length) and I walked out of my condo with my phone cam recorder ON with a selfie stick in the middle of the night. I went down walked around the basement carpark and record myself as a girl. I almost got caught by one of the nightshift security but I managed to get away. I still continued walking around my condo dressed up like a school girl and after I reached back, I reviewed my videos and I fap to it. From that day on my thoughts and ideas are buzzing me because since I've done that in public I would've able to try it outside my condo in the views of the public eye. But I would'nt want to do it anymore, I wanted to change. That is why Im here to prevent my desires to change my life permanently. I need help. Does anyone here knows how to solve my problem in this weird fetishes that I am having?
No problem man. You've just fucked up your brain nothing else. And with time, it'll heal up. Go one day at a time. I refer you to this post of mine. Relapse once more and we'll continue from day 0!
@KatyKeene18 Been there, done that. It's only your thoughts that's messed up. Allow your brain time to reboot, and I'm pretty sure you don't wanna watch/do any of that sissy-stuff anymore.
my struggle too about a month ago I watched so much of this sissy porn that I went to a thrifty store and I bought 3 pairs of woman shoes and some other stuff like tops and some lingerie too I went to another city like 45 minutes from where I live I didn't care that some ladies saw me looking at the clothes I felt so nervous but at the same time so excited .. then when I was paying for all this the lady was saying things like oh so cute she wasn't making fun of me at all I think she was being supportive the point is I never ventured that far ... that was my first time after a got home I took some pics of me all dressed up and I joined and adult site looking for men I even uploaded some pics but I didn't show my face well that is so I don't know how to describe this I even exchanged some messeges with some men we even exchanged pics I got so close to meet them but I didn't ...you see this fetish is really really powerful it changes your mind now this is the only kind of porn I watch when I watch so I rather not watch at all I want to have a family a beautiful wife and none of this is helping me .. the opposite this fetish is telling me be a slut you are nothing and tell me that my only attraction is men ..and in reality I am not attracted to guys ...but sometitmes after fapping for day to this fetish I feel weird around guys sometimes its like its really changing me ..my advice to you is my advice to me too walk away walk away from it good luck and resist it FIGHT IT MAN UP SHOW THEM THE OPPOSITE YOU ARE NOT WHO THEY SAY YOU ARE YOU ARE A MAN DONT FALL FOR THAT
I feel you bud. I think we have something in common with the adult site part and taking pix and all. Im trying to meditate sometimes to keep my mind off of this stuff now.
