So I'm going to come right out and say it, I need help, I've talked about my porn issues and how hard it is on me, but I'm going to say the worst of my issues. For a while now, I've had issues with some of the worst porn out there, and I want it to end, I've been having issues with porn that claims its incest and I fantasize about it. Now, I believe its all fake, and acted, cause you know, well, incest is illegal, right? Right!?!? PLEASE TELL ME ITS ILLEGAL!!! Anyways, I've been having troubles, and I worry about it, cause knowing how bad my temptations are, I sometimes worry I would hurt my own sister or something, I know I wouldn't... But I need help, I want to stop looking at it, regular porn was bad enough on me... Its scary...
Hey bro, it's ok to talk about your struggles here. This is a place that is free of judgement. I struggled with the temptation of incest to m to my aunt (IKR, how messed up is that?!?!?) for like a month or so back in 2015. I fantasized and m'd to my aunt. Of course I hated myself and still do hate myself for it. It was only for about a month and my aunt was the only person in my family I fantasized about. You have to snap out of it right now. If you go down this path it will lead to destruction. You will never forgive yourself for it. Please don't do something you will regret. Would you like for a guy to lust after your sister and fantasize about her and disrespect her like that through objectification? Of course not because it's wrong and degrading and disgusting. Now think how much worse it would be if it came from you, her own brother? It's a billion times worse and even more sick and messed up... So please bro, reconsider... You don't want to mess yourself and your family up like that.
Its hard, though thoughts of my actual sister is rarer, only when she wears something I consider a bit to revealing, but I still watch the videos, the dark perverted side in my head that isn't actually me wishes it were true.
Dude, quit porn ASAP. Once you get 10 days without PMO it will become much more easy for you to gain another 10 days break, and so on.
come here right now. you need help. https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/whos-on-day-0-just-relapsed.116692/#post-952527
I used to want to have sex with my mother. Now it is not relevant since she is dead and have no contact with biological relatives. How do I understand and explain the desire to have sex with my mother? Well, I was at the age of 6 asked to take care of my mother by my grandmother, because my mother was sick. BTW I also want to have sex with my grandmother. I suppose I "transferred" lack of love and care which my mother couldn't give; unto my mother, because I could get love and care if I got sex. With regards
Don't. I mean what the hell. Go get life, and some other girls please. Grab some hoes if you're so horny.
If addressed to me, yes I know, but that doesn't mean that I will get it. And currently I won't get, so I here I am. With regards
When we have unpleasant thoughts or temptations and worry about them that is a good sign. It means we don't really want to do it. To stop these thoughts you need to stop encouraging them by PMOing or just fantasizing about them. Each time you do your are stoking the fire.
Probably because my body is desperate and the only girls I have contact with is my sister. It eats away at my brain. I don't know if there was any trigger, the only thing was me just finding out what it was, I remember hearing the word incest, and there we went.
You need a gf bro. I know that you talked about how your too immature right now to get a gf in another thread but you need one bro. You also need to get out more. You need a hobby that takes you out and allows you to meet others.
I have no license and my sister who works all the time is the only one here who can drive. I live in the middle of the woods with no public transport or sidewalks to even try to walk or bike somewhere.
The only public spaces around here would take an hour or two to walk to, and I'm also alone at home taking care of my grandmother, so I cant really leave by myself.