Hy, my english is not the best so please forgive me any grammatical mistakes. I just want to say to everyone of you that you are good people. I know it is hard to fight loneliless, addiction, financial problems. Just love yourself. Smile and ask for help. Tell your mother or you father even your grandparents about your problems. find a friend and let him help you. Dont give up. if somebody needs my help just ask i will try to help you.