Hi I'm 25, recently married and I'm a porn addict. I've read a couple intros and my stories fits the same as a lot of others. I've tried to refrain from porn and masturbation. I am religious and see the issue as more moral (I'll choose not to share which religion as it's really not important here . But now I feel very guilty that I spend most of my time emotionally cheating on my wife with porn. I want to be able to focus on work, my wife and my own hobbies without the constant interruption of porn and masturbation.. Feels pretty good to get it off my chest. Just looking for and hoping to offer some support from the community.
You've taken the first step towards achieving that true life you desire! Welcome to the site! Channel that extra sexual you have into your hobbies and caring for your wife, you'll find you will feel alot better. It won't always be easy, but this website community is very supportive, and we're in this together. Look forward to hearing more from you! - Lucca
Welcome and good luck ! I think you're quitting for the right reasons. Good luck in your journey I wish you the best. And As Lucca said it's not gonna be easy, you have to stay strong and not give up !
Thanks Lucca and F_92. I'm just going to use this as my little journal. I've seen it done a few times and looks pretty good. day 1 so yesterday I decided to join the forum and today will be my first day. I don't usually think about it randomly, only when I see something to set me off. I'm a personal trainer and being in the gym there is a fair bit of skin showing around me and fit bodies . I just saw an attractive girl and my first thought was porn!? Usually I continue to think about I until I get home and then boom!! Even just writing this entry I feel a lot better though. Something about let my thoughts out.
day 2 still strong for the day. Stronger than I've felt before. I've ah thoughts of the porn I usually watch and I'm not having trouble seeing those thoughts as negative. I just finished rugby training though, and an old injury is feeling a lot worse. I would usually be upset anyways but we are playing our local rivals this weekend so I'm pretty stressed out about it. And I'll give you one guess as to what my usual stress relief is not tonight though. Not ever again. I'll just deal with the disappointment by doing all I can to be ready for the weekend. Rugby used to be my outlet. I want to be in that place again.
