Man, you just said it. One of the things i hope to do with giving op on P and do this challange is to be in control of me. It requiers more then just giving up on P and M, i know, but thats the ultimate goal. To be in control of me, my emotions, thoughts end behaviour. The thing that scares me the most is that one day i won't control myself and do something very stupid that is going to (emotionally) hurt the people around me.
I would still live. Dont care about having sex right now. But thanks for asking. Why cant I view ypur profile though?