Reached day 90

for many reasons.
1. That's a sad life my Friend. Love is one of the most amazing and scary things you can experience. It is exhilarating and makes you feel so alive.
2. The dopamine overload from porn makes everything else in your life seem dull and miserable. My life is so much richer without pmo. Music is better. My energy is better. My emotions are stronger. My mind more stable. It's amazing.

Please don't be a coward man and hide behind closed doors. If you're insecure I find church is the best place to meet girls. They are generally gentle souls that won't fuck with your head.

 

You just contradicted yourself? I thought you didn't want sex?

 

You want sex or you want to masturbate to porn? Come on, if u made it that far keep on doing that and eveuntually You will reach your goal. Trust me. Maybe you need to stop for a moment and take a breathe. You worked for it so hard that it would be shame to ruin it. If I were You I'd definetely consider another streak. That could help, because there is still a possibility that You haven't fully rebooted yet.

 

If you want sex, go and find sex!! Sex is so much better then a bunch of pixels on a screen...

 

So chill out then, there is still a lot of time to get sex dude I know hormones, puberty and shit. It makes you feeling this way, but sex isn't everything. I mean, u gotta find a girl You will love, because otherwise it's just going to be sex. And it might get boring after some time, trust me.

 

Oh... just embrace the urges. Multiple Religions believe that sex energy is consider as the human life force! Just keep doing NoFap and conquer you're sexual energy.
Good luck!

 

Wow you are already on nofap at age 17. Sometimes it can help to look for older rolemodels who are good with women. Or friends who are women. I have had a lot of good tips on what girls/woman want and how you can go for a girl / relationship with a girl. It can also help to speak from the heart to girls. Its a bit like the technique that datingcoaches use from the inquiry method (almaas). And it can also help to speak up about what you feel in the moment. If you take a girl home and you feel a separation you speak out about it. Some random tips but wish you well. And just keep trying with girls. Good luck.