I need help

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by beardedmetalhead, Jun 23, 2014.

  1. beardedmetalhead

    beardedmetalhead New Fapstronaut

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    So I am new here, I have known about nofap for a long time. I recently got out of a very serious relationship (thankfully in this relationship I had my PMO addiction curve) but once we broke up I went back into my cycle of addiction.

    last week I pulled myself out of this bad depression and decided to break my addiction to Porn and Masturbation. I went 8 days (longest I have ever gone for 20 years). Today was very tough and I found myself edging twice then I ended up PMOing... I am not beating myself up but encouraging myself because this is the longest I have ever gone.

    Anyways, do you guys do accountability partners? I am in a tough situation. I am turning 31 soon and I am finally getting my life together... my friends think I am crazy for doing this so I have no one to turn too when I need some help.
     
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  2. Caveat Emptor

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  3. Fapstronaut5296

    Fapstronaut5296 Fapstronaut

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    Don't worry friend. It's never late. And, don't worry about relapses. You can go through lot of threads here to avoid such situations. I feel once you finish 4 weeks it becomes easier. You'll think less about it. And, after a while you don't feel like Fapping again.
     
  4. qinjoah

    qinjoah Fapstronaut

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    It seems you have a tough time behind you. Eight days is really an accomplishment its good to pat yourself on the back now and then. What do you try to find in a accountability partner?
     
  5. Sonic911

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    True, as long as you have power to stand up and continue as soon as you have fallen - relapses are not so scary. Just beleive you will find yourself absolutely clean and free one day. And never listen to anyone except your heart and brain neither friends, nor parents or spouses.