OK so here it goes. I'm 31. still a virgin. I've never been touched hugged, or kissed by a woman. My life hasn't exactly been easy. In my teens, I was diagnosed with depression, and anxiety disorder. I was a nervous wreck all through school,and like most other people here, I began viewing porn excessively. I could not approach women without trembling in fear. About 3 or 4 years ago I discovered NoFap. I was very impressed with the results. I went on an off for a few years, sometimes going as long as six months at a time. Well I guess my hard work is finally paying off. It took almost 4 years, but I finally went on my first date. I still don't believe this is happening, and for some reason I wasn't Evan nervous. After the date, we started making out, problem is, I couldn't get her to stop. Porn really screwed up my life, and it took me a long time to recover from my addiction. My emotions are running in circles right now, and I'm honestly a bit overwhelmed. So thank you. I'd like to thank everyone on this site who has the balls to admit they have a problem. The support here is great. Trust me, if this can work for me, it can work for anyone. I was in very rough shape before I started NoFap. I will continue posting, but for now I'd like to reflect on the days events. So long friends, and keep fighting the good fight.
Thanks for the support everyone. I can't believe I've come this far. I can't stress enough how bad my anxiety was before starting NoFap. I couldn't look people in the eye when I spoke to them. If I saw an attractive woman, I would stay as far away as possible, and if I did muster up the courage to talk, my hands would start shaking, and I'd start stuttering my words. I was a complete mess. OK so NoFap got me a date, which is geat, but it has also transformed me into a completely different person, one who looks people squarely in the eye when speaking to them, one who spontaneously sparks up a conversation, one who quite frankly doesn't give a damn what other people think about him. So now I view myself in two versions, the old me, and the new me. I think I like the new me much better.
