Been on Gay PMO for about 4 or 5 years, destroyed everything i was and i can't imagine being with anyone sexually anymore... It created hell in my life, the social anxiety and depression are absolutely crippling. If you wanna chat PM me.
I don't know my problem is HOCD or not. I check both sexes genital and ass as i see someone and this has fkd me so much. Maybe OCD. & for ur prob i think u should 1. stop watching porn mainly transwoman and gay pon 2. Stop the struggle in ur mind and find a hobby 3. Start rewiering with real girls. I mean socializing with them face 2 face. Hope this help u.