The 'Hunger'

[TRIGGER WARNING]

Why?

Feels like feeding a hunger

Looking at them first

Feels almost delicious

As if looking at them is giving me the pleasure I could not arrive at in the present moment

Looking at, if only a nude picture, I seem to make an instant animalistic connection, that comes about quite discreetly but quickly, and it instantly secretes this haze inside my head

Clarity vanishes, with it my conscious control, nothing else matters in life

All I want now is to see more of this visual and sexual drug

After countless pictures and videos, the female’s divine body, which I corrupt with my sexual drive, stops luring me as the hunger now wants more, I know not what

I start the journey to binge which is the only thing that will put this strange hunger away

I peak

But the fall is never worth it

What is this hunger born of?