Feeling Like It Is Day 1 After My Ex Nailed Me in the Balls Four Times

This thread is no joke. So I ran into my ex who I had been talking to lately, things had been heating up but then went horribly wrong due to some miscommunications. Without going into all the reasoning behind that I'm just going to get to what she did. To be clear, this thread is not to say that I relapsed... I did not and I'm going on almost two years of NoFap (last time was March 2015).

The culmination of this was a big text message fight (she wouldn't talk on the phone old fashioned way or meet up in person). Then I ran into her the next day in public since we often cross paths due to our similar work.

She pretended she wanted to hug and make up, so I obliged. Next thing I know, she knees me in the balls twice and then goes around after I fall and kicks twice. I have a pretty high pain tolerance and am pretty tough, but this hurt like hell.

Eventually after what seemed like a long time, the pain subsided and I was like, whatever. Went on about my day... there was a small amount of bruising but nothing alarming, and I looked into medical stuff and it said if you're not experiencing severe pain that won't subside, it will heal on its own. Ice and anti-inflammatories were optional for pain management. So anyway, I iced once and had already been taking Sudafed for a cold (it's not a painkiller but it does have anti-inflammatory effects).

This was last Thursday, so three full days have passed since it happened. I am not even sore anymore, but everything feels empty. From my thighs to just beneath my chest, everything feels empty and lifeless. I have a lot of tension in my thighs and my upper back too. The only thing I can compare this feeling to is back when I was regularly masturbating and kind of felt dead inside, asexual, and unmanly.

What the fuck is happening? What should I do? Again, I've done some research and determined it didn't seem like a medical emergency. Online information about trauma to the testicles does not say anything about the symptoms I described above though.

Thank you all for your help.

 

Oh I know that much and that's a separate concern. Right now I'm just worried about my sex life. This feels like the old days of post-PMO deep depression and lifelessness. Total lack of manly energies.

 

OMG! Your ex's assault is outrageous - she left you on the floor with bruising to your scrotum! For fuck's sake!

I cannot answer your question, but I would go and see your doctor and ask his advice. This is a serious medical matter.

 

Yeah dude, it was totally crazy. I kinda wonder about that relationship and this situation... maybe from all the fapping and then my recent ongoing streak of 500+ days of not doing it just sent my hormones skyrocketing and made the passion get out of hand.

Anyway, like I said, I looked into it and I don't have any of the symptoms it says require immediate medical attention. My symptoms are entirely different... more consistent with low testosterone or something. But such a sudden onset? Wtf? Doesn't make sense unless I also had all the symptoms that indicate that the testicles have been destroyed. I don't think I'd be sitting here typing like normal days after the assault if that were the case though.

 

Nah dude, one might suspect that but actually we were only involved for the past two months. I haven't PMOed since March 2015.

 

Feeling a bit better, but god damn. I was all prepared to go to a doctor this morning but I woke up feeling better enough to not bother with that. Now I kind of feel like I normally would post-PMO even though as I keep saying, I didn't do any of that. What a crazy girl she was, and I guess I did something very wrong to her.

Perhaps this is a sign to us all that our renewed selves are going to have many more responsibilities than when we were fapping. Without saying I think this particular girl was right, I do now realize I'm a guy who can talk to girls and will influence their emotions and I need to realize that again instead of acting like a victim and thinking about myself.

Sensation has returned to my balls, and a bit to my dick.

 

DarthLexapro, I agree. But pressing charges wouldn't really benefit me in any way, and she's screwed up enough already I figure without having a record.

Anyway... This morning I feel a bit weird, but yesterday I felt fine, woke up with raging morning wood, yet again no morning wood today. I'm just going to wait things out and figure this has sent my hormones and thoughts into weird patterns that will subside just like any flatline.

I did end up visiting a doctor four days after the occurrence. He checked my reflexes and stuff down there and they were fine... then he diagnosed "neurapraxia" from overstimulation and prescribed me some prednisone. I didn't quite tell the whole story but later that night this crazy girl's friend who liked me held a vibrator to my dick, which caused some of the trouble too since that's too much stimulation, much like fast and hard masturbation or something.

Anyway, off and on improvements, and the doctor said I would be fine.