Did 90 days without PMO. Relapsed from March 2016. Now am back!! 2 days & counting

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by AlexfromNairobi, Nov 3, 2016.

  1. AlexfromNairobi

    AlexfromNairobi Fapstronaut

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    Hey Fapstronauts,
    I am happy to announce my return. I was part of you guys from November last year when i started my Nofap challenge(Coincidentally its November again). I surprised myself when I did 90 straight days without beating my meat. Its yet the biggest achievement i have had in the recent past.
    When I started the Nofap challenge I was jobless. My mindset changed, I became more motivated and as a result i landed a job(feb 2016) in a neighbouring country.

    Its not a safe country so my movement is limited lest i get kidnapped by some militias and have my head dicapitated so I spend most of my leisure time indoors. I rarely go out for reasons beyond my control. As would be expected in such cases, internet became my solace, my getaway,my hobby and my everything during my stay here. Gradually, I uninstalled K9 web protection and no sooner i had slid back to the bottomless pit of fapping n porn. Fellas, am sad to say i let you down. From March I forgot the reason why i joined nofap. I have busted all kinds of nuts i must say. And am tired. I dont want to go back that line again. And i wont accept failure as an option. So here i am. Already done 2 days clean. My mind is made up. Am in it for good.

    I don't want to undo all the gains I had made when I started nofap last time. Witnessing morning woods again, attracting ladies by default, feeling more motivated,beating PIED, I can go on and on. Now its like they are gone and i want them back again. This time forever. Feeling tired in the morning is not an option anymore. I want my life back. I want to beat my own record. This time round am doing 6 months subject to renewal. And I want you guys to help me. I want to come back here and read the posts again. Sometimes i forget other times its laxity. But if I get notifications in my gmail that someone commented on my post I promise you I will read it. I will be motivated. But even if I don't get them, I am still in it. This time am winning. By faith I have won.

    With Love.
     
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  2. Ultra1

    Ultra1 Fapstronaut

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    Welcome back. Stay strong. you have it in you. I'm only 17 days in and at times finding it tough. well done for going the original 90.
     
  3. Yous certainly is an interesting situation Alex, but well done for coming back and wanting to keep up the momentum. All the best.