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How PMO killed my soul

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by PleaseHealMe, Oct 9, 2016.

  1. Oct 9, 2016 #1
    PleaseHealMe

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    PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MY BAD ENGLISH
    I started masturbating at the age of 9. I used to be a normal healthy person with a very sharp memory and strong thinking power. I used to be very good in studies. Earlier I used to masturbate by imagining real girls.
    At the age of 16 I got my first phone and I started watching porn. I watched a hell lot of it. Sometimes I used to watch it all night continuesly. I used to masturbate a lot.

    I started becoming weak and my face become pale. I found myself struggling with concentrating on things. I started shying away from girls. I also stopped getting morning erections.

    At the age of 18 I noticed the first side effect of PMO - Semen Leakage. But i still continued to flap day and night. I started watching hardcore porn and literally become a slave of it. But recently biggest nightmare of a man became true to me - Erectile Dysfunction.

    I was extremely depressed about it. I consulted a physician too. He said that ED is caused by porn and not bt masturbation. I seached about it and found this amazing website. I am fully motivated and want to get rid of this sin for good.

    I am currently at day 8 of my streak. Please give me suggessions what am I going to experience during my journey. I have also started Yoga and light heavyweight training. Is there any groups where I can communicate with people suffering from PIED and low libido.

    I want to thank this community for giving me a hope.
     
    PleaseHealMe, Oct 9, 2016
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  2. Oct 9, 2016 #2
    NewLife101

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    Welcome. I keep a journal in the Reboot Logs and try to stay active here in the forums, helps me stay accountable and gives me the strength to stop PMO.
     
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  3. Oct 9, 2016 #3
    Wannariseabove

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    Glad you are here. It's a solid place to be. Listen, you are too young and have too much ahead of you to be a slave to this burning trash they call porn. Keep up the good work. Look towards how you feel the further away from PMO you go.

    Good Luck!
     
    Wannariseabove, Oct 9, 2016
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  4. Oct 9, 2016 #4
    HalcyonCruiser

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    Three things...
    1. Welcome to Vietnam.
    2. Puberty and NoFap are both head pounding journeys to get better with women.
    3. Don't fall for whores.

    With that said I remember a time I had to go to the ER because I had a 2 week ADD phase where 60% of my brain felt like backed up traffic. You got this bro. I started this journey in February and it's October now. Take all the time you need.
     
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  5. Oct 9, 2016 #5
    Ikindaknew

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    I had PIED and after about 2 months of no porn, no masturbation and no objectification, I healed. It helps that Im married and my wife is supportive. She noticed better "stiffness" lol
     
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  6. Oct 9, 2016 #6
    PleaseHealMe

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    I am glad to see so much members replied to me. Thanks a lot guys. Biggest challange for me is - I also have to prepare for my exams while facing withdrawal symptoms. But I am ready to take challanges.
    Tomorrow I am going to start running and meditation with yoga.

    Good Luck to all of you.
     
    PleaseHealMe, Oct 9, 2016
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  7. Oct 10, 2016 #7
    Raj1641994

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