Just wanted to share something that went down last night. I'm 28 days into a 100, and last night I was getting in bed. Early so I could get up at 5 and hit it hard, and my head (both of 'em probably) started talking to me. It said, "Man, things aren't different. You're the same guy that you were with PMO, so F it. Kick one out. Luckily, I told that voice to STFU. Even tho I may be flatlining now, the gifts are coming. I PMO'd for most of my life and I'm 39. Shit doesn't change overnight, esp when you're that far down. I'm getting this 100. Fuck what my head says. Stay the course, fellas.
I'm learning most of what I'm going through is in my head as well. Nothing is changing in the world if I do or don't follow my obsession, but I'm hoping a change in myself will be the biggest reward. Cheesy as hell as it sounds!
Dude your brain will create a horniness fog condition where you will be lulled into lowering your defenses, and thinking its OK to relapse. Same has been happening to me. Recognize it and kick it back in the teeth hard.