Too much heat on the thread . Keep burning my colleagues supermen. You are granted the rank of sinistro ( Gladiator ,warrior) when you fight pmo . And then supermen when abstain from pmo for forever.
we will do this stay strong . Post will be updated tomorrow . Good night everybody . Hard day . Hard man . Struggled a little with outside world in urges .But I get to know where I live the surrounding is not crap . but my mind is crap . Cuz here no body looks at female . So I am ill . But I fighted my self the whole time . And still fighting . The fight will be proceeded to forever . Don't loose hope . We will make our brains original again . Evil cannot live forever. Tip : True victory only comes when you fight for a good cause.
The urge to nofap is so much stronger than the urge to fap, I will not release my seed because think about it your sperm is life force, you hold that in and dont waste it and you will only heal. Any anxiety or paranoid feelings Will go away completely and your confidence will build and you will attract so much better things in life even the women will look at you different everyone will, So just smile and laugh and say "Hahaha I can't believe I used to fap".
Today, I failed. After 53 days of being faithful. I feel like crap. I do not want to be the guy that always loses. I want to win but I lost. It makes me hate myself.
53 days is wonderful, you have done great so you dont hate yourself!! You pick yourself right back up!! You are strong and powerful! Some people can even get past the first week you did almost 2 months, pick yourself up and push forward.
Guys, Im stuck. I dont know what happened to me I feel im in a limbo and I cant go out I have been relasping in the past 4 days with no control over myself with twice daily. That is not me. How come it can be me and I could stay clean for 77 days? Oh man we human are so weak. We cant survive by our own but with God help. I think God is teaching me a lesson cause somehow i thought I am strong by myself I am praying very hard asking for help but i am still failing. I am not going to easily give up but it looks I really have if I dont stop the faping cycle. I need to stop it and I cant.
What happen Runner your 1 of the strongest people I know here watch this, this guy is the reason why I will never fap or watch p again
I'm new here and started my journey about 5 days ago. So far so good. My goal is 90 days and I really hope I can make it!
I believe in you Runner your a good person and keep watching that guys videos he motivates me soo much I will never pmo again in my life because I am stronger than my urges
Thank you my friend for your encouragement. I am starting all over again with all humility and determination. Am not giving up.
Lets fight this bro. You are one of the strongest guy I know here and I watched how much progress you had been making even at the beginning of this amazing thread. We can do this man!
Day 1 Thank you so much everyone for your support. I was ashamed to post when I relapsed but then I found myself getting back in control when I shared my depression here. I am getting better and feelng more relaxed tday cause yestetday night I managed to stay clean. Even if I fail thousand times I would never give up, because if I do it means I will never be able to stand up again. I will start reading one strong book called "the brain that changes itself" I am also planning to start online psychotherapy, if anyone intrested please let me know in private message because they give nice discount to both parties in case of reference.
Day 0. Never thought I could get back to the same spot again. I have realized that no matter how many days in you are, there are so many triggers and situations where you can fail. Please guys be alert and stay strong because there is a sense of accomplishment and joy that one feels when you get through a day full of urges and temptation. My greatest weakness is social media. I always find myself in very awkward facebook pages whenever I fall into the trap of pmo. And Instagram too, it has so many triggers. I think I should stay away no matter what.
Day 41 No Instagram no bad Facebook . Quit social media for the cause of manliness . We fight and emerge victorious everyday . I fighted all the time for 4 days about the bad thoughts . Urges hitted me . I was attacked hard yesterday . Yet I encountered and defeated my foe . I am strong . The more I fight the more stronger I become . We are in war . We fight everyday .I ran yesterday and today . Sound exercise . Life is tough . Not finding enough time . Life is tough. I will win no matter what . Tip: I and we just need to gain one more day. Stay strong . Stay safe . Kill pmo . Or it will kill you . The decision is yours .
Day 2 My mind has almost recovered from last week nightmare and i am gaining my self confidence again. The pleasure of staying clean is a lot more than the fake temporary pleasure of PMO.